Good morning! It’s Monday and I’m almost ready for this week to kick off but still a bit hesitant. My schedule is fully booked and I get stressed just by looking at my calendar. I have so many deadlines I don’t even know where to start. The positive side is that I definitely feel alive and powerful ;). I can totally do this, can’t I?!

This weekend was a great mixture of both business and pleasure. On Friday we had sushi in great company , I studied and completed an exam and yesterday I was baby free almost the entire day. It’s so weird being without Greta. Something is missing all the time and I worry. I worry way to much I think, way beyond normal even though I don’t have anything to worry about ;). Worry is motherhood in a nutshell to me. I haven’t spent a second not worrying since I gave birth.

Last night for example I couldn’t sleep because I worried about Greta’s blood test today. Last time the nurse couldn’t find her veins so she had to dig in both arms with no result. I hate blood tests!!! I’m so afraid the same thing will happen today I actually woke up with the worst stomach pain.

Anyone else feeling like me? I need some advice and support from you fellow sisters!

 

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Pictures by Dora Dalila (link to her blogs here and here)

 

 

The weather is absolutely stunning today! I really enjoyed myself while walking with Lilo by the water with the sun shining on my face :).

These days post christmas are the best actually! All the stress is over and the days after are filled with an emptiness and calm like no other time of the year. I use this time to collect my thoughts and to create focus towards the up coming year. I need to set new goals and make new plans on how to achieve them.

Honestly, I am a little afraid to set goals, because I’m so afraid I won’t ever get there. I have come to realize though that I will achieve my goals and make my dreams reality if I dear to say them out loud and work hard enough to get there. It doesn’t matter so much if it takes a little longer than planned because life happens on the way. Most importantly I need goals to focus towards, otherwise I get lost.

It’s also extremely important to take time to look back on the goals already achieved and tap yourself on the shoulder for all the hard work put in to those. What’s the point of working towards something if we don’t take time to enjoy it when we finally get there?

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PS. I have a holiday discount code coming up later today.