Some days, activities and moments have all the right ingredients to become a success, but sometimes, against all odds they fail. This feeling describes this weekend. We did nice things and I of course loved being with the family, but I felt emotionally exhausted, low, anxious and disconnected. It’s my worst feeling because no matter how hard I try I can’t enjoy it. I hope this low I’m in will pass fast, because although I have about a month left before the load gets easier, it’s my busiest and most pressured month this year. I need to find strength, but today, right now it feels difficult. I don’t want to complain, but I know you appreciate when I share some of my reality as well. Or at least I hope you do…

Feels kind of strange to mix outfit pictures with writing that isn’t as light and cheerful, but I guess that’s life, and nothing describes me as well as that intermix. Now, it’s time for me to force myself out to get fresh air and collect some new freckles. See you tomorrow!

blazer tiger of sweden// knit stylein// skirt soft goat// boots zara// bag chanel

Pictures by Juuli Rönkä