Right this moment I’m sitting here writing an essay about my university studies. Doing that makes me realize how unfocused and unmotivated I’ve been lately. I’v had so many deadlines, papers, essay’s and presentations lately, I feel like I’m completing task by task just to get them over with. I hate when what I do only becomes all about accomplishment and the pleasure of completing the process disappears. Where did all my motivation and ambition get lost?
I have chosen to do things in a different order than many other in my age, and to be completely honest I sometimes feel like no matter how much work and time I put in, it will take me forever to reach the goals I’ve set for myself regarding my studies. Just like last time I’ve decided to take a break from school when baby number two arrives, since I want to completely free myself from all the extra pressure and focus on what my life is all about. It’s hard though. It was very hard to get back on track with school after a longer break at home with Greta, and I know it won’t be easy next time around either.
All I know is that I need to fully allow myself to enjoy my children while they are small. Because I know time passes in a blink of the eye, and that I will never ever regret being there to see the growth and development of my children, as well as create memories with them we’ll have forever to look back on.
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